Unacceptable facts has been revealed to me recently.
I found out that all these while i was been deceived by the satan, but I still want to give thanks to the Lord that He prepared me mentally before He reveal the truth to me. if i knew it years ago, i might already commit suicide.
but, by His grace and mercy, He sustained me throughout the years. day by day He mould me, He trained me, He thought me, He guided me, He prepared me for this unacceptable event. He prepared me for it.
He knows everything.
again, i sincerely pray that God will carry me to walk this path of sorrow and pain with me. He loves me eventhough i am not worthy at all. His love is everlasting, powerful over all other things. have faith! i told myself.
