So what?

last week, i send in my leave form for camp, when i hand it over to my superior, she just sign for me without asking anything. after she signed, i still need my department manager to sign and approve it.

so, this story starts on yesterday. monday morning, my department manager call me to go into his room. of course, i went in la! guess what he ask me?

he said, amy, what is this? i said its for church camp. then he said, you are the first person took leave when they are still in probation. i just answer him 'oh'. well, i dont care whether i am the first one or which ever it may be, its unpaid leave anyway, you are going to deduct my salary, so what? you think i am scared of your words?

so, he noticed that i doesnt care, so he continue his words. he said to me, do you know why last year got few people didnt get any bonus at all? i answered, dont know. then he reply, its because they took many mc and unpaid leave. now you are in probation, we need to value you by your performance. now you take leave when you are still in probation, do you know it will affect your performance and you might not get any bonus at the end of the year?

my answer was still the same 'oh'. after that, he just say, this time i let you thru, but be careful if you have next time. so, i replied, ok thanks. then walked off.......

............................... i was like = =''''! he is trying to threaten me by using bonus and so called performance. well, i just want to say that, i dont care. i dont need your bonus to survive, my God is Jehovah Jireh, He will provide what i need. so, dont hope for threatening me with money will make me change my mind. i can tell you, i serve God, not money.

2011 Excitement =S

Wow! 2011 is just 4 days away. =S

today, i went to my new company to sign offer letter, before i sign the letter, they required me to go to their company clinic to do a pre-employment body check up. i kinda worried about the result, because i scared my body got problem due to 22 years of anti-vege. but, guess what? doc said i am healthy... XD

so i returned to the company to meet the HR assistant, she gave me few documents to read, after i read, she brief me for the important things, lastly sign the documents, and initial the every page. ><

this is the first time i am going to work in listed company, its a BIG company for me. =S

well, 2011 is a total new year for me, new challenges - no matter in work, in church, even in family.

for work, i know i got a lot of things that i need to learn, because its a industry that i never involved before. 6 months probation period, every leave that i take will be unpaid leave, i now start to worried about camp, dont know whether they will approve so many days of unpaid leave or not.

for church, a new role for me, slowly i learned about the importance of a life. last time, i wasnt that willing to get involved to another person's life, because its troublesome. when i was a president in MI fellowship, i just think it is a responsibility, and i need to do things that i needed to. i dont care about what is the reason that another person leave church or stop coming to fellowship, i wont ask or find out when i see some people is not happy. but God taught me all these lessons step by step, He taught me to care for others. He is amazing! by feeling the burdens of others and sharing the burdens with them, is the main source that He taught me to look into other's life and take it seriously. thats why i always believe, God will show me the purpose when the lessons is over and learned.

for family, commited to meetings and trainings is a big struggle for me, there is nothing i can do, only can pray that my mum will understands me and support me about doing His work. i can foresee the coming days, my mum will keep repeat her anger towards this matter again and again. by that time, i just can ask God for His grace again and again, to help me go through every single one of it.

so, 2011, i looked forward to it. it will be a great step in life when its over, and i am sure i have a lot more lessons to learn along the way.