a reply for you.

girl, i didnt angry with you, so no need to say sorry and ask for forgiveness.
these years, i know you also put a lot of patient in me.
since im a person who say something without thinking of the consequences.
even when im just joking, but people dunno that im joking.
not only you felt this, even bin also tell me that.
sometimes i said something that hurts him.
but yesterday after he read your blog, he message me through msn.
"there are times u say thing that hurt me a lot. do u really mean that?"
that time only i realise, im such a person.
but i didnt mean anything to harm anyone.
this is me, but i will try to change.
what you said, is a mirror, for me to see my self.
this is what bin told me yesterday.

yes. i should reflect about myself.
bin said, i seems putting you down all these while.
yes, i saw that, now i know im such a bad person.

im touched when i read your post.
and im also sorry that make you go through this.
no need to ask for forgiveness.
because i never angry with you.
but i angry with myself.

no need to sorry about so many things.
it will just make me more and more guilty.
i didnt say that i cried when i was typing that message.
but you still know it.
bacause you are my best friend.
you know me.
you know that im a person will cry easily.
but dun feel sorry for that.
because i cry not bacause you hurt me. but is because i hurt you.
for so many times.

anyway, thanks for the reply.