Don't read

for those who went to the birthday party for lesley n shiao wei & farewell for chai ping..
i think you better dun read.
i jus wan to express my feeling..
but i jus wanna tell you. i really had a good night and fellowship with u all. thank you..







i know he looks tired, coz he whole night didnt talk more than 20 sentences.
at first when he fetch me at my grand ma house. nicholas is in the car too.
on the way from kl to pj, i kept quiet. coz they are talking.
but reach pj, bin asked me how to go to fetch my friend. so i kepo n ask.
nicholas where are u going? then bin say "he will follow me."
then i started unhappy, coz they already prepare food for u.
and i told u so many days ago. why still wanna do such thing to me.
when he hear i sound not happy, then he ask nicholas whether can drop him on lrt.
then after fetch shiao wei, we drop him at lrt.
after that, i ask bin what happen to nicholas.
then he told me about his problem. then i feel a bit guilty, coz i might make him sad.
then reach kenny's house. everything looks fine..


after we went off. sent shiao wei back. reach mid valley. fetch my aunt home.
we had a 'discussion' in front of my house.
i know he is angry coz i not happy when he wan to spend time with his brother.
coz he said ur fren is important, my frens not important.
then he say this is the 2nd time he saw we having a bad planning.
rm22 for those things?
ok. i know that is because of the cake is expensive.
but sometimes cheap thing also will nice.. not only expensive thing can be nice.
hope i wont make anyone angry when u read this.
he say he dun wan to pretend to smile, coz he is very tired.
then i asked him why so tired? he said he finish play game on 2am.
i was so angry but i didnt say anything.
after that i jus get off the car and went in to the house.
after 10 minutes, i called him.
i told him.
"since u talk so many jus now.
i only have 1 thing to tell u.
you know sunday need to a lot a lot of energy.
u know u have worship, long meeting, and a long driving session to a bday party.
why u still choose to spend all ur energy to the game, which is something useless.
i jus dun understand. good night"

this is what happened. im tired of crying, tired of typing.
and i have exam tomorrow monring 9am.
that's all. sorry for those that read this.
sorry to make you angry on what i wrote.
good night and have a nice day tomorrow and everyday.