Lazy...

These few days..
I felt lazy..
No mood to study..
No mood to think about solutions..

Maybe is too stress?
Maybe is our love start to shake?

Why i cannot trust you the way i wanted to?
Why you cannot give me the confidence about our love?

You said..
Those are just memories..
I really want to believe that those are memories for you..
But its hard..
Not just because of the feeling you gave me..
But the things that i saw with my own eyes..
I was trying so hard to tell myself that..
I trust you..

I have to be honest to my feelings..
I dont want to lie in our relationship..
I told you my feeling..
You said you understand..
You promised that you will....

I hope you will do it..