A long day..

Today is a very long day..

~Morning~
wake up and saw the sms that he sent on 3am..
he reach home at 3am..
Im not angry that he went out with friends..
but i angry that he didnt tell me he went to cc..
I was waited so long for his sms that tells me he reach home safely..
He didnt drive to church yesterday..
I was so worry that why so late he havent reach home?
Ist no people fetch him home?
Ist accident?
I wait until i fall asleep..

This morning I was so dissapointed..
I wonder..
Am i really an important person to him?
Is that my care for him became a burden for him?
He didnt know im so worry about him..
He said he know he was wrong..
He ask for my forgiveness..
He want me to give him time to change..

~Afternoon~
EXAM!!!
I really dunno what can i score for this exam..
6 subjects..
I scare i screwed up everything..

~Night~
Ceres suddenly msn me and tell me that Isabel sent her a sms that full of negative thoughts...
So i sent a sms to isabel..
ask her what happened to her...

Later she online..
so i chat with her on msn..
I was so helpless..
I dunno how to help this friend..
She need more care and attentions..
I dunno how to help her to get rid of her negative thoughts..

I hope she really can understand what i told her..
I also hope that she can go through the hard time...