Its for you, my girl

Dear Huey,

When i saw u cry, i also feel like crying with you, but i know that i cannot, because i need to be strong enough to be a supporter to you.
you told me that you are forced to, dear, lets keep this in prayer.
if in the end, there is no willingness in everything u do, i believe God will do something about it. He always want us to serve Him in our joyful heart, if joy is absent in our serving, its all in vain afterall.

girl, i know that you will never listen to whatever i said. as i also telling the same thing over n over again to you, but it just cannot go to the point in your heart.

i really hope that you will try not to 'zhuan niu jiao jian' in this matter as soon as possible.
like the movie we jus watched few days ago, many things is just needed a first step,
in order to move forward, just the first step, then God will do the rest.

Charlie have been stucked in the promise for 5 years, his life is much more better after he took the first step to overcome the fear and to accept the fact.

God gave us chances, to repent, to be a better person. everything happened is not for fun,
it always has a purpose. dont let the pain stops u of seeing the purpose.
just like dont look at the single piece of puzzle and ignored the whole picture that the puzzle pieces are going to form.

everything happen in our life is like the pieces of puzzle, we need to get all the pieces,
put them all together, arrange it and put it according to where it should to be placed,
then only we can see the whole picture. isnt it?

here i wanna dedicate a song to you, this song actually helps me go through when i was so so so down. this song remind me of having faith in Jesus, our Lord.
Faith is not an easy word, it needed decisions and willingness. faith is like the process of picking up puzzle pieces and gathering them together, trying to arrange them without having a peak on the whole picture where it suppose to look like. its jus as simple as that, the first step that we got to take, on ourselves' willingness.

Jesus will still be there by Point Of Grace

Things change Plans fail
You look for love on a grander scale
Storms rise Hopes fade
And you place your bets on another day

When the going gets tough
When the ride's too rough
When you're just not sure enough

Jesus will still be there
His love will never change
Sure as a steady rain

Jesus will still be there
When no one else is true
He'll still be loving you
When it looks like you've lost it all
And you haven't got a prayer
Jesus will still be there

Time flies Hearts turn
A little bit wiser from lessons learned
But sometimes Weakness wins
And you lose your foothold once again

When the going gets tough
When the ride's too rough
When you're just not sure enough

When it looks like you've lost it all
And you haven't got a prayer
Jesus will still be there