down.

today is the first day i step into 20th.
i should be happy right??
i have so many presents n wishes..
but i dunno why i still so down, i still cant smile.
and the worst thing is, i cant concentrate in my revision..
how am i going to sit for tomorrow's exam..

im lost, totally lost..
even me myself also dunno what make me become like this..
i cant smile on my birthday, my big day.
haiz... watever... jus let it be.. bcoz no one cares...
ok. now i have to go study, before that, i wan to make a thank you list.


Thanks to my parent, they gave me angpau, at first my mum promised me that she will buy me a cake. but.... never mind la.. i can buy for myself n sing for myself after my exam..
Thanks to my 'gu ma', she make the delicious food for me.. although it was made last night.. but after reheat it still taste deliciously.. and thanks for the angpau too.
Thanks to my aunty, last sunday we was shopping at Jusco, she pay for all my cloths. there cost her RM50.
Thanks to my dear bin bin, he brought me a external harddisk during pc fair, for my bday present.. but last sunday he gave me a suprise, he brought me something from the World of Cartoons. Thanks my dear..
Thanks Mrs Yan, for the perfume..
Thanks Ceres, for the watch..
Thanks Oi Voon, for the stars..
Thanks Hui Min, for the small cake...
Thanks to my bro, my dad, my dear, Sue May, James, Hooi Ling, Festiny, Suet Ling, Jaya, Frankie, Pui Mun, Kah Yee, Pai Liang, Sherine, my student in sg way, Jordan, Pei Yee, Lee Choo, Helena, for the bday wishes...

Thanks to those i forgot to put up their names here..

Thank You so much..